1. |
Condense
03:13
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It's time to make our peace
Let's keep on moving forward
Love was hidden beneath the pain
From the sprawl of emotion
We won't run any longer
Pouring our hearts onto the page
Can we confide
No longer hide
What's true and tried
Will we collide
The night is rolling out
The day is looking brighter
We will condense like fog
On the window pane
All the guilt and shame
Will all be washed away
As we pour our hearts onto the
Can we confide
No longer hide
What's true and tried
Will we collide
Can we confide
No longer hide
What's true and tried
Will we collide
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2. |
Misplaced
03:10
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I wish the world would just stop turning
Cause I'm stuck in my mind all of the time
I need to process the burning
Did I just fall in line erase and rewind
And I can't escape all these years
I've spent filling myself with hate
Growing cold I can't relate
To the happiness I once embraced
I feel misplaced
I'm stuck aimlessly searching
Five years pass I've put it last
Anxious as I am blooming
I grow with the tides they engulf my mind
And I can't escape all these years
I've spent filling myself with hate
Growing cold I can't relate
To the happiness I once embraced
I feel misplaced
And I can't escape all these years
I've spent filling myself with hate
Growing cold I can't relate
To the happiness I once embraced
I feel misplaced
Misplaced
I feel misplaced
Misplaced
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3. |
Problems
03:11
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Remember that time I flipped my bike
Pulling gravel out of my shoulder
Burned some bridges in the past
Crashed at the homies' once in awhile
Can't believe this anymore
I'm lying face down on the floor
Shaken to my broken core
I learned the hard way
Fell asleep, full of hate
Too young to wish for fate
Too old to stop and wait
The world moved past me
Moved past me
They said you'll learn how to live
They didn't write a manual for this shit
Plenty of times I've had the bitter end
Can we take a turn for a change
Can't believe this anymore
I'm lying face down on the floor
Shaken to my broken core
I learned the hard way
Fell asleep, full of hate
Too young to wish for fate
Too old to stop and wait
The world moved past me
Moved past me
The bandage didn't come off easy
Had a few close calls, grit my teeth
Brace for impact, dejected, alone
Selling my fucks by the dozen
Can't believe this anymore
I'm lying face down on the floor
Shaken to my broken core
I learned the hard way
Fell asleep, full of hate
Too young to wish for fate
Too old to stop and wait
The world moved past me
Moved past me
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4. |
Drowning
03:45
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Touch of my lips to a lit cigarette
That you tried to make me ignore
Washing down sorrows with help from the bottle
That you tried to help me let go of
Sitting alone in this empty apartment
Thinking of how I could tell ya
I wish you the best in regards to your neck
Hopefully his name is spelled like that
Dying to know
What the hell is
Going through your
Mind right now
I gave you everything
I gave you part of me
Then you walked away when you saw me drowning
You played me like a fool
Saying that you loved me
Then you turned your back when you saw me drowning
Holding on tight to these pictures of you
Know that I'll be here a while
Screaming at god
Won't you please take me back
Back to the days when I smiled
Stuck by myself in this prison I made
Hopin' that I could just let go
My friends all berate me
They all think I'm crazy
What would they think
If they had ever known
I'm dying to know
What the hell is
Going through your
Mind right now
I gave you everything
I gave you part of me
Then you walked away when you saw me drowning
You played me like a fool
Saying that you loved me
Then you turned your back when you saw me drowning
I gave you everything
I gave you part of me
Then you walked away when you saw me drowning
You played me like a fool
Saying that you loved me
Then you turned your back when you saw me drowning
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5. |
Paper Walls
03:47
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Lying in bed awake last night
Wondering if you'll come back tomorrow
Or the next day's filled with sorrow
Thought you
Would always be by my side
But I guess I'm wrong
Now it feels like forever since you've been home
I saw you there last night
Screaming down these empty halls
Tearing down those paper thin walls
Tell me how to get you back
I cannot go on without you
I've been thinking all day
How much I
Eating alone again this morning
Man life's such a mess
It's so fucking boring
Called your phone five times this week
Just to hear your voice saying
Leave a message at the beep
It feels like forever since you've been home
I saw you there last night
Screaming down these empty halls
Tearing down those paper thin walls
Tell me how to get you back
I cannot go on without you
I've been thinking all day
How much I miss you
Saw you there last night
Screaming down these empty halls
Tearing down those paper thin walls just to find me
Tell me how to get you back
I cannot go on without you
I've been thinking all day
How much I miss you
I saw you there last night
Screaming down these empty halls
Tearing down those paper thin walls just to find me
Tell me how to get you back
I cannot go on without you
I've been thinking all day
How much I miss you
I saw you there last night
Screaming down these empty halls
Tearing down those paper thin walls just to find me
I saw you there last night
Screaming down these empty halls
Tearing down those paper thin walls just to find me
Tell me how to get you back
I cannot go on without you
I've been thinking all day
How much I miss you
How much I miss you
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6. |
Good Enough
03:27
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Heartache is such a bitch
Life throws curveballs I guess
Time with you is running short
Guess I'll just rip my heart up
I just wanna live my life
And finally be good enough
To keep the anchor in place
Isn't that easier said than done
I want to stop and release this
These feelings you left in me
I hate that I'm a disgrace and
Can't face it I'll change with the season
This force I can't hold in
The pieces just keep coming back
Maybe our best is still to come
Without you that's gonna hurt
I just wanna live my life
Finally be good enough
To keep the anchor in place
Isn't that easier said than done
I want to stop and release this
These feelings you left in me
I hate that I'm a disgrace and
Can't face it I'll change with the season
I want to stop and release this
These feelings you left in me
I hate that I'm a disgrace and
Can't face it I'll change with the season
One day when nothing remains
These memories long forgotten
I'll know that we never changed
Can't place it no rhyme or reason
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7. |
The Rift
03:12
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The drive to reach the sun and melt within it
Fall into the sea and become a mystery
Live on in the hearts of a billion people
Or just die alone in a cold dark fable
With every upward step I'm falling down
Devolving into someone I don't know now
Weaving strands of marbled moonlight
Good times bad times all between
Lost myself giving into progress
Chasing dreams I'll never see
Curious ways of the greater moments
To rock the waves and close what's open
Tear into a box sealed before creation
If hope remains then build new foundation
With every downward step I'll find myself
Awaken someone I can be proud of
Weaving strands of marbled moonlight
Good times bad times all between
Lost myself giving into progress
Chasing dreams I'll never see
Weaving strands of marbled moonlight
Good times bad times all between
Lost myself giving into progress
Chasing dreams I'll never see
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8. |
Fake It
02:52
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I could be just what you need
Please expect the world of me
Losing touch is so much fun
When everyone pretends that you're missing
Breaking down the talking points
Everything I learned from your coaching
Feel the most when I hold you close
When I know you are so proud of me
I get it
It's better
When we're all connected
No one to blame but myself
I need to accept it
The pain of correction
Always projecting
Everyone wants to look away
Disgusted by their perceptions of me
Keep a smile and let them see
Faking it's the way it's gonna be
You write your eulogy while you live
Obituaries made by those left behind
Friends who stood there silently
Will turn their backs as they move on
I get it
It's better
When we're all connected
No one to blame but myself
I need to accept it
The pain of correction
Always projecting
Everyone wants to look away
Disgusted by their perceptions of me
Keep a smile and let them see
Faking it's the way it's gonna be
Everyone wants to look away
Disgusted by their perceptions of me
Keep a smile and let them see
Faking it's the way it's gonna be
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9. |
218
03:50
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These growing pains keeping me at bay
Ashamed of who I am today
Please don't talk to me it's so hard listening
Drowning in your empty speech
I found my place it's this empty space
Hidden away under lock and key
Please don't reason with me
There's no use bargaining
With a castaway who's lost at sea
I spent far too long biting my tongue
And I'm stuck here choking on my blood
And I guess it's over I should have known better
But I can't hold myself
Together
I feel so trapped in here is this even real
Hours will pass while the clock sits still
It's been forever it seems waiting endlessly
Screaming out couldn't I leave it be
Have you felt that way
Where you're frozen and gray
Anchored by the weight of the day
You played with my thoughts I feel displaced place where I rot
I dug my own grave as you forgot
I spent far too long biting my tongue
And I'm stuck here choking on my blood
And I guess it's over I should have known better
But I can't hold myself
I spent far too long biting my tongue
And I'm stuck here choking on my blood
And I guess it's over I should have known better
But I can't hold myself
Together
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10. |
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Here I am again trying to spill out my heart
Words miss my brain and they all just fall apart
Your eyes pierce right through me it's a feeling I can't explain
Nerves get right to me and the butterflies go insane
So take my hand
And show me again
Tell me to smile
Please stay for awhile
You feel like home
We're at it again like lovers and best friends
Playful fights and long nights up missing your side
And as I drift to sleep thoughts of you flood my dreams
Almost as real as you being here with me
So take my hand
And show me again
Tell me to smile
Please stay for awhile
You feel like home
Words can't begin to describe
The feeling that I'm having tonight
Kiss my lips or slit my throat
Either way I'd die happy you know
So take my hand
And show me again
Tell me to smile
Please stay for awhile
You feel like home
You feel like home
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